I'm not doing so well finding it.
This has been a tough last two weeks and it will probably get harder before it gets easier. I am exhausted and I feel like I have at least 2-3 more months of similar work hours/stress before it will get better. I know I will end up super sick if I'm not careful.
I am just going to do the best I can to try to keep my stress in check and to get enough sleep. I feel like all I have done for the last week or so is work and sleep. It's kind of sad.
I just want more time with my baby so no matter what, this weekend I won't go into work like I did last weekend and I will take very little, if any, work home with me this weekend.
I'm excited for what might happen with my job but unsure and also stressed. I think exercise would probably help but I am so exhausted and nauseous feeling every night that it's the last thing on my mind.
I think I am going to try to make a plan this weekend for the next several weeks and try to set myself up on a good schedule so I feel in control. Also, I need to make serious to do lists so nothing falls through the cracks as they easily could since I am so distracted.
It will all be over eventually, but for now I have to take it one day at a time.