I feel so out of it, like I have no idea what is going on in the world since I have been working so much. I feel like I must be missing something.
I keep thinking 'did I remember to pay all of my bills?' and 'have I missed any appointments?' or 'whose birthday have I missed?'
It's not going to get better soon. Probably at least two months until things slow down a little bit at work and I start working less. There are days that I feel so overwhelmed with everything I have to do that I literally feel like I am going to throw up. Not nauseous, but like I am just going to suddenly barf. It is the weirdest feeling.
I am so tired an exhausted and I am surprised I haven't gotten sick yet. I am just waiting for it. I hope I don't get sick but feel like I will. On top of this all, I am trying to stay on top of my diabetes and am hoping to get an insulin pump soon which will bring a new set of challenges.
I am ready for these next few months to be over with so I feel more caught up on life and not so out of it all the time.